Years from now…
A blog I recently came across, dearscarlet, is pretty much the epitome of everything that I want in life. Everything that I could possibly hope for in a family of my own, and in a father for my future child.
Sometimes I think about my future in terms of a family, and I worry. I worry because the way I envision raising a child is so different than the ‘norm’ that is all around me. I worry because you don’t always get to choose who/what you end up with in the end. Then I found this blog, and the amount of thought, care, and love that goes into that one child… the passion between both parents to do right by their daughter… it reassured me in ways I can’t express, because now at least I know that it’s possible. I’m not just hoping for something that doesn’t really exist, or can’t really happen.
I’m not ready for it yet, by any means… but I’m more than excited for when this point (hopefully) arrives in my life. I cannot imagine any other happiness being more pure and fulfilling.
