January 2012
1 post
December 2011
1 post
It feels good to get home and stretch out in my own bed… but it’s even nicer to know that it’ll only be a couple days before I get to snuggle up next to the boyfriend again.
Oh, the little things I look forward to in life.
November 2011
2 posts
October 2011
5 posts
Falling asleep alone makes me feel lonely. Imagine that! I miss that feeling of safety.
September 2011
5 posts
Butterflies, always. Love it. Never gets old.
You give me a reason. Period. That’s it.
And I couldn’t thank you enough if I tried.
All of these facebook statuses that are starting to show up like, “I’m __ weeks and craving _______” are already dumb. It’s kind of funny to see people get in a tizzy over it for a second, but I hope every single girl who reposts it realizes that they’re not actually promoting breast cancer awareness or anything. People freak out, find out what it means, and move...
August 2011
12 posts
I finally finished the book I’ve been reading. Now that I’m through, I can almost relate how I felt reading it to how I feel in life right now… and that would be antsy. I could not seem to read fast enough. Every time I turned the page, I’d cross my fingers and hope that the series of events and meaning of it all would finally make sense to me. That something would happen...
I was just putting away my laundry...
I realized that, as much as I may not want to admit it, I either need new pajamas for Christmas or a sewing kit.
It’s just so hard to find silky pajama pants for adults, these days… and I don’t want to throw out my Melissa’s Dance Academy shirts, not to mention my Worth The Wait shirt from 5th grade! I don’t care if there’s a hole under the sleeve the size of...
Every night as of late ends with the same smile on my face. I could get used to this.
Every girl ever should be jealous of me. True fact.
Happy may not be a fancy adjective, but it sure describes myself perfectly lately. I keep saying it, and am going to continue to until it’s not true anymore… hopefully I’ll keep saying it for a long time.
I wish I could find the right words to describe the feeling of happiness/content that I’ve had lately. It’s great.
Emotions are such beautiful things. They’re with us our entire lives, influencing every decision we make. They are what allow us to experience every aspect of life. We feel pride, envy, lust, hatred, joy, trust, fear, surprise, anticipation, sadness, anger, awe, disappointment, remorse, optimism, and so much more in our short lives. Emotions may not be tangible, but you can’t argue...
I could really get used to feeling like this.
I am determined to make today a good day. Wish me luck.
I wish I had the guts to say the words that so frequently find their way to the tip of my tongue, but never make it any further. I need to hear them, first.
Whenever I’ve been reading and I put my book down after a while, it takes me a few moments to realize that I’m back in reality, and my life hasn’t just been a part of the book I’m reading. It’s always a disappointment when I remember all of the things in life that I’m currently facing and dealing with, but at least I still have the ability to influence the...
July 2011
6 posts
It’d be pretty cool if there was some sort of device or app or something where you could click a button and it would put exactly how/what you’re feeling into words for you when you’re unable to yourself.
I can’t imagine what mine would be as of late… interesting, no doubt. Just wish I could put my finger on the right words for it all.
Many of my dreams lately have been focused around one or two central topics, and quite frankly, both are weird. My dreams are always out of the ordinary, but for these topics to be recurring for this long… I’m just ready for it to stop.
I love any point in time when things just feel good. This is one of those times, for a number of unimportant reasons… but that’s okay, because the importance of each individual thing isn’t what counts. This feeling is worth it; Everything is worth it, eventually.
free fallin': I like to believe that I'm an... →
alibaby:
I woke my boyfriend up with eggs, bacon, toast, and fresh coffee this morning. I gave him a sweet kiss then he said “baby, you’re the bestest.” I also gave him some PJ pants with old trucks on them, when he put them on, he said. “these are my favorite pants ever!” it feels good to hear these…
Reblogging because this is just super adorable. You’re a catch, Ali! :)
June 2011
13 posts
It just really sucks. I feel worse with every passing hour that nothing changes. It’s to the point where I’m almost beginning to believe that I simply do not matter.
Only on the days that I decide to sleep an extra 5 minutes is it that anyone else EVER has to use the bathroom while I’m getting ready, thus making me late. Oh, life.
Got all of my laundry done this weekend without having to rush and finish it all Sunday afternoon/evening. Remembered to call my prescription in this morning. If I can remember to pick that up on my lunch, I will be 3 for 3 on things that I needed to get done/remember. That’s an accomplishment with a memory like mine!
While I’m at it, note to self: I need to also remember to get the...
Years from now...
A blog I recently came across, dearscarlet, is pretty much the epitome of everything that I want in life. Everything that I could possibly hope for in a family of my own, and in a father for my future child.
Sometimes I think about my future in terms of a family, and I worry. I worry because the way I envision raising a child is so different than the ‘norm’ that is all around me. I...
This is getting REALLY old.
I’m on at LEAST week two of waking up early EVERY morning, burning up/sweating, because my dad has moved the AC up to 75. 75 is okay and all in the rest of the house, but it leaves my room ridiculously stuffy and hot (obviously). He claims he does it because he keeps getting cold… but he’s not even sleeping with covers. I don’t have any left to take off, I don’t...
I’m not sure what the deal is, but I’ve gotten a handful of new followers in the past couple days… and I don’t have a clue who they/you are. I don’t advertise my Tumblr, much less use it very often, so it’s strange to me!
“What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who...”
– Chuck Palahniuk (via fawnicorn)
For those who don’t know, I wore some really terrible shoes to work for a little while, and because of that, part of one of my big toe toenails broke off.
I went to get a pedicure yesterday for summer, and they filled it in with acrylic. Yeah, like girls do with fake nails.
Now, maybe it’s just me, but I find it super hilarious that I have a fake nail on my toe. Just… what,...
I don't know where
lizzwillis:
This great mood came from but I am so so so so so grateful for it!!
I’m so happy for you, Liz! And I can honestly say I’m in the same place, right now :)
Worst. jaw. pain. ever.
Not 100% sure how it happened, other than I was yawning while putting something on a low shelf when it popped, but my jaw now sends a tremendous pain through the left side of my jaw and up into my ear whenever I open my mouth at a certain angle. So much for eating today.
I put some stuff on my feet before I got into bed a bit ago, and put my socks on over it… now I get to try and sleep in socks. I really, really do not like wearing socks unless I am wearing shoes with them, and am actually walking around. This should be… interesting.
May 2011
4 posts
I do these surveys because it makes me feel like someone cares about what I think!
Think back to your last ex, do you still have feelings for that person? I don’t have an ex!
Ever made a girl cry? Ha, yes. Story of my Freshman/sophomore years.
Have you ever taken a chance, and regretted it? No way.
Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love? I do,...
There is seriously NO reason your alarm should go off at 5:50am, and yet you insist that you need to get in the shower at 7. Shower first, computer second… not the other way around.
April 2011
5 posts
I’m not sure how it happened, but emoticons are showing up on my phone, now. I had them turned off, and I can’t figure out how to disable them again D: They’re so ugly!!!
Emoticons should be banned from the internet.